ordinary girl,endless sadness

Once again.

2011-05-05T13:47:00.001+08:00

I'm lost

Please

2011-03-25T02:24:00.001+08:00

I pray.

Headache.

2011-01-05T11:12:00.001+08:00

I want it to go away.
far far away.

dead.

2010-09-21T11:38:00.002+08:00

yeah, this blog abit dead.
i'll get it working asap :)
But nothing to update actually,
my life is abit dead currently.

oh well.
i guess it's just gonna be another year.
ahhh gonna hit 19 soon.
i'm old.
yeah OLD.
i better start thinking what to do when i'm 19.
i don't want 20 to come so soon!

All the best to everybody.
fighting!

everybody got their own problems.
hope everyone is happy :)

sick

2010-09-12T02:42:00.002+08:00

sick in my throat,
sick in my nose,
sick in my mind,
sick in my heart.

my room is in a mess,
hasn't been doing anything lately!
hasn't been practicing the piano
or revising korean.

I'M SICK!

feelings.

2010-09-04T23:44:00.001+08:00

why did it always felt so difficult.
i need to overcome.

fighting :)

chocolate.

2010-08-29T22:57:00.002+08:00

it melts, it harden.
sometimes bitter, sometimes sweet.
with fillings, but good by itself too.

KOREAN POP NIGHT CONCERT 2010

2010-08-25T20:52:00.002+08:00

CAN YOU BELIEVE!
PROOFLABEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WITH LOTS OF LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's BIG BANG! GIRL GENERATION! FT ISLAND! SHINEE!
&&& 2 MORE! INFINITE &&&
1 UNKNOWN.
Pray hard it's either beast, 2pm, teentop or mayb a girlgroup?
GOING CRAZY.
&&& still got 2 more months.
I guess the tickets going to shoot over 300bucks!
Guess it's going to be at the indoor stadium!
Can't wait!
:D

Fun.

2010-08-25T06:29:00.002+08:00

Went out with my girlfriends today!
To give a early celebration to dear Angie :)

Happy times are always kept in my heart.

fallin out

2010-08-23T00:53:00.002+08:00

slowly fallin
slowly fallin
slowly fallin

fallin out - Keyshia Cole
_________________________________________

sometimes i feel........
sometimes i doubt........
i need you............

it has been a long week.
emotion unstable i guess.
I need people to talk to.
i need you................

__________________________________________

who doesn't want to be happy.
who doesn't want to be part of it.
please don't laugh, because you don't know me.

..........

2010-08-20T02:16:00.001+08:00

sometimes i just wish everybody is happy.
yep, hope i am too.

sleep tight people :)

LOVE.

2010-08-14T03:21:00.002+08:00

Today i saw Junhyung blond up-close and he is super hot.
He is just Junhyung! Nothing more i could say.
He's just so hot with his V-cut shirt and blond hair.
I just super hope i can get the footage from the video-man! (which is impossible)
It's killing me!!!!!!!!! lol.

update soon about this super superrrr :DDDDDDD day.

kpop madness

2010-07-30T02:36:00.002+08:00

Can't believe BEAST will be coming back to Singapore! &&&& now with 4MINUTE too!!! 4minute, 4minute, 4minute, 4minute...... and there are performing on 13aug for YOG.

CN Blue is coming too on the 20,21aug. &&&& and tickets are incredibly expensive. No album are included and the cheapest ticket to see the showcase is 68bucks which really includes nothing but the showcase ticket. The top graded ticket are price at 168 and 128 SINGdollers. who going?! I guess i'm gonna skip this. I want see Yonghwa and Minhyuk!!!!!!!!!!

Beautiful hangover :)

nothing seems right, yet nothing seems wrong too.

2010-07-26T23:40:00.003+08:00

I can't start working on my assignmentssss............. i better get it going after i finish writing all this crap. Burning midnight oilsss. I can't believe the deadlines that we have to meet for our assignment. Close to impossible unless the school's lab are open 24hours :) okay, i wonder anybody did read my blog. kinda dead right? :) no worries, i'm just ranting. I better get over those assignment before it come covering me up!! kudos.

oh yeah. get a better attitude.

비스트

2010-07-21T10:04:00.000+08:00

Finally i'm back yo.....
Posting about 비스트 :) yup i know i'm slow. Still, they are still in my mind XD

Monday, was told i won the tickets! So excited that i went to get the tickets that very day!

On that very Tuesday! Went to the airport to welcome BEAST!
It was all very hectic, heard that ukiss just depart when i just reached (-_-)!!!!! I can't believe it's all happening in that few hours. Too bad i just miss ukiss and in time for Beast! Nope, not in time. I still waited like 2 hours for it. The wait was worth while! All the fans cheering! Ahhhh i guess the whole airport was shaking :) oh man, when they walk out......... ahhhhhhhh it's just like unbelievable yeah? :) I even climb the barriers, felt so close to them! Super tired and took a long ride to orchard before taking a cab home.

Wednesday was the hi5 session. The Unofficial Queue was dumb. Anyway was glad that Siying and Jiaying was with me. Had Mos burger! &&& I tried the rice unagi burger, super nice! So we walk around and went daiso to bought whiteboard too! Hmmm and the Official Queue did start at 3pm :) &&&& super luckily we were at the front! It was really lucky lucky lucky. Nothing more to say. Talk to some girls around us and was really happppy and fun. Then headed to the garden plaza. Woah, happy. Belinda join us after that. It was another nice event :) Ahhhhhh to be able to hi5 with them :) Seriously la.......................... cannnot describe. i'm just like any typical fangirl, jumping and laughing to myself XD

That was at the unofficial queue.

Siying,Jiaying,Me
People hi5-ing on stage! How i wish i could get a picture while hi5-ing on stage!
Saw me with the board? 준형~와이프!

Thursday was the showcase. Had to queue up and woah, i'm at the 625 spot. Unbelievable yeah. Hohohohoho done up a small card while waiting! It was a long process!

That's how far i am! They are finishing the interview.
At the pathetic last row :(

One of the lucky fans got a autograph album! But it's not me :(
Where JunHyung seated during the interview!!! :)

:DDDDDDD Update soon again. Till then.

hectic.

2010-06-30T03:14:00.003+08:00

Since my school have start already, days were so hectic :( & i still having sleepless nightssss. Lots of stuff that i have to juggle. Oh man, i wish i could have another 2 weeks of holidays!!! I think i need at least 4hours to sort/clear my lappy. The desktop is messy to the max ;) &&&& sorts out the photo for blogging too.

Potluck have been call off with my clique, cause most of them can't make it. Hmmmm it's really hard to gather nowadays huh. huh, huh, huh, huh.

Gonna get a new phone :) To use my extra line, if not my bill will burst burst burst burst! Thinking of getting T707 sony ericsson. But it's all sold out...... && they say won't produce anymore :( Ahhh the pink so nice!! Can somebody tell me where to get it? If not i'm getting a lollipop or some nokia phone.

My earpiece is spoiling again :( ahhhhh already broke$$$$$ to the hell already, why is everything upside down!!!!!!!!!!!

So long. I'll find some time to blog if possible ;) Till then.

ENDED

2010-06-26T01:48:00.003+08:00

Coming to the end of my holidays.
Sadly, it hasn't end quite happily.
Oh well, shouldn't be too harsh,
be grateful.

Shall blog the BEAST experience once i cool down.
There's nothing much :(
So don't anticipate too much.

I'm so broke now,
don't ask me why,
God knows.
This freaking four days of madness.

AIRPORT! :D

2010-06-23T01:16:00.002+08:00

OMG! I just got home from the airport :)
Went to see BEAST arrive!
Their flight was delayed till 10:44pm for landing.
I guess it was about 11:35pm when I got the first sight of them :)
Everybody was screaming so wildly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was with a friend behind the metal barrier with the wholesome crowd!
At first was all the luggage coming out with the crew/managers.
OH MINE, I really cannot believe my eyes when i saw them!
DongWoon, YoSeop, HyunSeung, DuJun,GiKwang then JunHyung!
Follow in this order they went up their vehicle and off they went.
Short thrilling excitement!!

<3<3<3<3<3

Took 36 to town and cab home,
really tired out!
Brave the rain home too!
Stay strong! I can't fall sick! :)
Three more days!

reply.

2010-06-22T17:35:00.003+08:00

To Anne or whoever you are? :

I sincerely apologize if they is any misunderstanding.
I'm really sorry about it.

It doesn't matter whether when i become a fan of Beast,
because i don't think my love for Beast will be any lesser then you or anybody out there.
I didn't steal the chance, as everybody did have an equal chance to win this competition.
I put in my effort in this competion for dayssss.
I slept for only 2hours each night to complete this competition video
when i still have schools and assignments to handle.
I DO KNOW that other videos are very good too.
I do like many of the videos that b2uties make.
I do hope no hatred is form.

This chance to meet Beast is really maybe only once a lifetime for me,
I really do know this memories will be with me for a very long time, or even forever.
There is no doubt to it. I will cherish this short period of memories.

I'm going stop here and not commenting about it anymore.
Because i can't believe people can be so mood spoiler.

PEACE~
SPREAD THE BEASTLY LOVE~~

B.E.A.S.T!

2010-06-22T03:57:00.002+08:00

I'M SO EXCITED.
THEY ARE COMING TML!

I'm going to enjoy my last week of holidays!
Thanks to Universal Music! :D

SPREAD THE LOVE PEOPLE~
Hope i could spread all the love to everybody!

SO BEAST!

LOVE

2010-06-22T00:54:00.002+08:00

I'M SO HAPPPPY.

Sunday has been a really goood day!!

Really thanks to Clarabelle!!

And many others :):):)

Went to Sheng Siong show @ mediacorp

to watch Ukiss!

The performances was short but good :)

I GET TO MEET BEAST!

Really so grateful! so happy.

It's really that kind of once in a lifetime thing?

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

Words can't really describe!

I kinda wanted to scream in the mrt, the bus, on the road!

i scream like crazy at home!

wow, like wow.

HOPE TO SPREAD THE BEASTLY LOVE ♥♥♥♥

quite saddening, to see such comments.

but i done my best.

killers!

2010-06-19T18:42:00.002+08:00

I want to watch movies!!
It's been ages since i watch one!!
I want to watch Killers, Prince of Persia, Karate Kid!
I better go watch before it all extinct in the theaters!

hmmmm i hope my body is alright :(
hasn't been good this days.
:( Had bad headaches! which scares me.
I don't usually even have headache at all in my past 18 years!
That's bad, bad, bad, bad......

feel the wind.

OMG :D

2010-06-17T12:09:00.002+08:00

What a week.
Got Beast's Hi5 bundle!! :D
Can't wait for them to come Singapore!!
Hope i really could win the MEET BEAST COMPETITION!!
Ahhhh then can talk to them!
Shake their hand!
Dance with them!
Hear them sing!
Take pictures/Polaroids!
MEMORIESSSSS
WOOOOOOOOOTS.

Can't wait!

BLAHHHHH

2010-06-15T01:09:00.003+08:00

Work today just alright. but i leave my water bottle there..... Which means i have to get it next week already. omg. i can't leave without it.................
So i went nra today without water bottle :(
Enjoy class :)

KOI! At iluma outside. Not bad. Just that i felt the service was reallly bad. Got around 4-5 stuff there, but i only see one person making the bubble tea. Others was like walking around -_- and there are like 8 people waiting for their drinks?! OMG where's their common sense la. Can see all the customers's face were black like crazy.

love.

2010-06-14T01:56:00.002+08:00

what a tiring week. so much in my mind. so much to do. even it's holiday. no mood. work work sch sch work work sch sch. bloody hell. wanted to watch some movie!!! hope this will be a fruitful holiday :) going to dreamland. byeeee~
CHECK OUT MY VIDEO TOO :)
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=431231080742&oid=121535397873900

teardrops. drips straight from my heart.

BEAST!

2010-06-11T12:07:00.001+08:00

HAVE A LOOK :D
SPREAD THE LOVE!!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=431231080742&oid=121535397873900
comment and like it !

madness.

2010-06-07T01:28:00.002+08:00

OMG WHAT A DAY!!!!
Depressed, Disappointed and DAMMMMM
but a memorial day though.

Went early to the airport cause SUPER JUNIOR is coming to Singapore. And guess what, for half a day only :( &&&&&&&& guess what?!?!? Didn't even caught a glimpse of Donghae oppa. Waited outside the JetQuay gate in the rain and hot sun. When the mini bus came out, their curtain was all closed tightly :(:(:(:(:(:(:( Why cannot even let us see them?!?! We also cannnot do anything when they are in the bus. So piss off and disappointed la. I guess i won't be so crazy and go airport to fetch idols already. The feeling is dammm hurting when you can't even get to see them! Saw Shindong though, he was sitting infront of the mini bus. Oh man. Kill myself ba! Went Youtube and this girl actually got a reply from Donghae oppa! :(:(:( and you could see clearly of them! But oh well, better then the ones waiting at T3, didn't even get the chance to scream for them. Ahhhhhhh. tired. HOPE I PASS BTT TML!

One day. Believe.

hohohohohohoho.

2010-06-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

Today Science Center Trip like okayokay only sia :( I didn't set my alarm and in the end got to science center myself! LOL. Then walk around in the PIXAR exhibition, very nice! Alots of 3D models and sketching. After about 1hour, went to watch Toy Story 2 in 3D. ya it's not in the omni theater, it's just like normal movie with 3D glasses. And i tell you.... I already watch Toy Story 2 like 5times already. booohooo. After that must directly go back school! Like waste school money, go such awhile only, never even finish the whole PIXAR exhibition.

jiayou alexis :) learn

JUNE!

2010-06-02T01:17:00.002+08:00

Can't believe it's the month of June already! People out there, are you enjoying life? :D

Soon there will be a 2 weeks break :) and not long in august another break :DDDDDD My mind is all holidaysss only. Can't really wait for the Science Center Trip this coming thursday too. We going see Toy Story 2 in Stereoscopic 3D. Ya, is Toy Story 2 not 3. Oh well it's free!

Studying for BTT! And chiong assignments! holiday holiday holiday holiday.....

jealous;envy

2010-06-01T15:16:00.001+08:00

hahahs. love-hate.
이승기! 사랑해!

point clear.

2010-05-31T03:59:00.002+08:00

30/05/10

I really didn't know there's a 31st this month. Anyway i really can't finish the 1000 word essay! Off to sleep. Work for like 7 straight hours today :( Mentally tired. Had dinner with brother and bought Acnes Point Clear Mentholatum :D Should really control my spending now!

바나나우유! <3

神话

2010-05-29T23:59:00.002+08:00

Today i have finish 神话 (The Myth) Tv series show on Mio TV :) The ending was ended with a twist, but i guess the whole episodes of 50 was just too long. The front 30 was nice, real nice! After i think 30+ was just too DRAG! Didn't really see a point in those episode. Especially ep.40-48!! I think i kinda just fast-forwarding. Totally like no link?? The ending was quite sad and epic too, maybe the epic part is the special effects are so fake. I think i can do better? LOL! Maybe luh.

Lots of assignments to be due! Better get it started.....
Maya of a speed boat, review footage, editing for Creative Portfolio,
1200 words essay and questions to be answer on discussion board for WISP,
Blogging for History of Film & Motion Arts,
Matt painting for Backlot.

Okay, that's really alot. I guess my Matt painting is so fail fail fail fail.
Get back to life alexis :)

Take the first step and generally there's a second one :)

dream and believe it.

2010-05-28T21:36:00.002+08:00

Working on a vesak day :) Pay was 1.5times and the feeling was shiok :DDDDDDDDDD Great things do happen during work too! Thanks to deb's mother for the carrot cake! It was really nice :)

I'm going to use the whole of tml to finish my assignmentssss. Lots to be due, hope hope hope i could finish everything tml :) May God bless me!

Still couldn't get back my voice :( please please please, i need my voice.

Me want to buy a watch! Saw a Baby G pink pink pink color watch, really nice and simple sweet. Cost a bomb $$$$$$$ Why does watch cost so expensive?! Should i get it or save up my money?!?!

Law of attraction

2PM & SNSD!

2010-05-28T11:28:00.002+08:00

WAH. i guess i replay like 1000000000000 times :)

不肥 (buffet! LOL)

2010-05-25T23:55:00.003+08:00

Didn't went to school. Spend the time blogging for history module and practice my piano pieces. Kuishi Bo Buffet at night with girlfriendssss. woooolala. Belinda, Angie, Ivory! We stuff alot of food into our mouth, or should say only IIIIIIIIIIII. LOL, but they did eat alot too. & so sorry girls i didn't calculate correctly and there's a extra 3dollars popping out for each of us. Can't wait to get the picture from the girls. Totally broke now, like really broke.

How i wish there's another door open for me.

shooting.

2010-05-25T00:19:00.003+08:00

24/05/10

AND IT'S A WRAP!
Hope it do turn out fine for the footage. Shoot for Creative Portfolio. Had difficulties setting up and nobody there to help us! It was down to me, dot and my brother. Finally we set up all the camera and lights and shooting was fast :) Had fun. My brother was extremely funny. Had megabites for lunch and cab home. Everybody was tired i guess. Watched Twilight: The New Moon on my laptop, was nice. No climax at all! Lucky it got enough elements to keep me watching. The 'Jacob' in New Moon was so hot after he snip off his long hair. Night was dance class.

A call by my IS teacher that i forget to hand up a assignment :( And quickly do and submit, but guess i'm getting a zero too! :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( Totally didn't know got deadline.

If i got a boyfriend, i would want to handmade Muah Chee give him eat!
hahahahs suddenly got the idea, cause i was eating Muah Chee!
Totally love the taste and texture! :D

Without You

2010-05-23T23:51:00.002+08:00

my throat is still the same, voiceless :( Didn't manage to get any herbal tea today. Returned Whopper Bars Uniform and make a blog for my History for animation&specialeffects module. Didn't waste a day doing nothing :)

Went out yesterday night! With Belinda and Jiayi. But didn't watch any movies cause didn't any nice movies? Waiting for the Killers to come out! Pray hard it'll be good! The male lead super HOT!! Went to mustafa center, not sure the correct spelling. oh well spent a whole 2hours inside :) Thanks Jiayi for the ride. Bought quite a number of things. Ended well, reach home at about 4am.

23/05/10

Went out with Charis and Brother to Clarke Quay and return the uniform and have dinner :D Dine at a Italian Restaurant. Not that bad :) Was really tired today! Find out i didn't really do much, mayb i didn't have enough sleep.

Tml early shooting at school. 9am :) Goodnight people 잘자요 !

I need somebody to talk to.

Voiceless.

2010-05-22T20:29:00.006+08:00

Was extremely heaty internally! Now that i got sorethroat and being voiceless now. To sum up, i have nosebleed five to six time yesterday (-__-)

I wish everyday will be a meaningful from now on :)
&&&& i'll blog about it! (it'll be quote in red)
Cause i believe and i know.

21/05/10 (Long post)
Got out of bed to find myself rushing to the toilet immediately because........... yup, nosebleed. Terrible to start a day like day? It took a long time for it to stop which makes me late for the reporting time for Navy Open House, nevertheless i make it as the bus was only reaching at 8.30am. I even have time to get breakfast from fourleave :) it's great having a fourleave in school. Was gald that even Ivory was going, but didn't tour the Navy thingy with her as we were separated. Upon reaching we only had about 1hour to walk around, which was super sian! The place was super huge!! We only manage to walk not even 1/3 of the place when we had to report back. I nosebleed still while walking there :( but not that bad. It's still quite meaningful though, saw alot of people during the 1hour. Jazz and secondary friends, even my uncle!! Jazz made me a very pretty balloon heart staff! :D

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Don't read the following if you haven been to Dialogue in the Dark! spoilersss.

Dialogue In the Dark! (DID)
It was really interesting and fun. And really sorry to others if i made it very uncomfortable for you!! Was like some really pathetic lost lamb inside. PITCH BLACK! Can't believe so many things could be contain inside the small room, and the most frightening was the 'mud' i guess. My hearing sense was not very good either, my touch was better. It's really the 安全感! Once you felt a wall, you instantly felt safer! Wesley the guide was very good! But he ask me to lead at one small part of the journey, i was freak out! Quickly use my cane and walk, waving it like some mad women. LOL. Can imagine right?! Even drop my cane once. Still many many many thanks to my classmates that have gone in with me!

Cab to work, and felt terrible during work :( Completely lost my voice and nosebleed too! Cab home too. High expenses today :( but i really couldn't take it. Was at the verge of breaking down.
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22/05/10
I clean up my room today :) It's not messy just very dusty. Lucky my room was small and cosy type :) Change my bedsheets too. I spend about three to four hours! but Happy happpy. Maybe watching movie later?

Posting up pictures from the past day :)

Went out with Joyce and her friends to the Art Festival Opening!

IKEA dinner with ANGIE CHEW!

The Almond Cake was very nice. MUST TRY!

Kim's Family Restaurant with ANGIE once again.

bought this drink from the nearby mart.
Lee Seung Gi endorse it!
But the taste was horrible. LOL
taste like some sesame oil tea.

oh man.

2010-05-19T12:46:00.002+08:00

i know i had to blog! but it's hard to transfer picture with iphone :( mac just kinda sucks when many thought it rocks? hmmm i'll just have to upload via twitter alright? check my twitter! follow, follow, follow!

Had a great catch up with ANGIE CHEW AN QI! :D Meet her up after school and headed straight to IKEA!! It's sad that we didn't had time to walk Ikea, it's around 7 when we reach there. The purpose is meatballs! Order alot of stuff to munch. Really love the Almond Cake, even though it's price at $3.20, it's really worth the price. I even had Koko Crunch ;)
Headed over to Achorpoint & then Queensway shopping center. Angie didn't manage to get what she wants, her feet size................. lol, oh well and bus-ed home.

I can't wait for the next gathering! Going to Kuishin Bo! Check out the reviews
http://j2k3blogs.com/?p=2578
Can't wait :DDDDDDDD

Have been watching alot of dramas currently!
From taiwan: P.S Man, Because of You
From Korea: Personal Taste, Cinderella's Stepsister
From China: The Myth
Quite difficult to keep track of the episodes.
Always got mixed up :D but it's alright.
All are nice dramas, be sure to catch them.
Lots of new Taiwan dramas are coming up too, can't wait.
&&&& Lee Seung Gi new drama better come out soon!
even though haven even start filming yet. LOL.

Life is bored.
i'm getting somewhere soon ;)

hungry.

2010-05-16T06:02:00.004+08:00

Currently it's 6am in a sunday morning. Unbelievable yeah? Crunching on polar snacks that my brother bought. Kinda famous in Primary and Seconday school huh? 20cent for one packet. quite salty i think, but taste goooood :)

Just change my blogskin and kind of like it. Simple. Had to use my brother laptop to change this because Macbook just suck sometimes, i dont know how to edit the template with the darn mac software thingy. Arghhh wish i got a desktop in my room with a window software.

When i'm typing this, my mind was like thinking 'how am i going to survive tml's work' . i'm just going to be so so so dead. Let's just pray tml will be a better day and please don't take away my incentive because i won't want any shortage to happen.

Let's skip to another topic, went for the Opening of Art Festival 2010 at Esplanade just now. With Joyce and few of her friends. I think the Fire thingy is just like air pollution. I can hear the trees trying to grasp for air. Should have gone to other countries and not Singapore. Just too hot to enjoy the 'art'. & just wasting of flowerpots. arghhhh so angry. My feet are screaming too as i was wearing heels. Went to catch 'The Last Song' with Bel and the movie was alright. Didn't had too much emotion. Maybe i didn't had good relationship with my Dad, so i can't reallly feel the sadness? ahhhh it's just too much. Plus the girls beside me were crying like nobody else is in the theater :X Overall, it isn't such a bad day at all :)

Dreams, goals.

OMGGGGGG

2010-05-13T11:29:00.001+08:00

I wanted to be early for lecture!
but how dumb am i to set the wrong timing alarm.
and i woke up feeling stupid.
what a way to start my day.

Sometimes

2010-05-13T02:19:00.002+08:00

2010 sure gonna be a fast one.
Its may already :)

Hoping everybody had a fruitful start!
Even though things arent working out for me,
i know sooner or later it will.
Pray hard :)
i really reallly hope.

I'm gonna be alright.

突然

2010-05-11T02:00:00.003+08:00

是我太累了吗？

wonder if i'm going through some kind of depression?
hope not ;)
heys it's life, and you have to carry on.
time ain't stopping for you.

*random ranting*
Argh, what's wrong with my family?
[peeps, i know you had your own family problem too :)]
anyway, i think i just cannnot take it anymore,
so i'm going to be totally changed towards them.
I don't see why i can THINK, and they don't.
Mostly to my PARENTS.
So i'm going to let them know how to be sensible at least.
seriously. they need to wake up. not kidding.

oh well, till then.

朋友

2010-04-28T11:01:00.002+08:00

朋友之间会有那么一条线吗？

现在的我，真的很难受。

也不知道为什么？！？！？

我需要你跟我讲呀！

每个人都在变，这是事实！

而真的不懂你是真的变了吗？

好冷呀！

不能恨，因为我是爱你的。

我会学着适应。

yep.

2010-04-24T00:52:00.003+08:00

1st week of school end like this.
watched many past drama this week :)
even those that i watched before,
was still nice watching them all over again!

:)

finally.

2010-04-20T00:51:00.002+08:00

Tml is my 1st day of school.
A little different from you guys :)
I knew this year will be different,
and really hope it to be a better one of course.
In school, dance, work.

Attended a wedding dinner tonight.
Even though it's a short evening.
I can feel alot of the getting married kind of feeling.
It's just a mixed feeling i think.
tears filled my eyes at one moment.

Don't stop, Can't stop.
Without you.

dreams.

2010-04-16T16:14:00.002+08:00

i guess everybody have their own dreams.

I've been thinking.
Am i working hard enough?
i pray everynight. please

maybe one day.

On a night like this.

2010-03-24T02:26:00.001+08:00

Soon it's gonna be the end of holidays.
Oh well.

So lost.

insomnia

2010-03-12T04:09:00.003+08:00

i can't sleep.
so i guess i'm just going to rant here.

time always pass so fast as usual =/
and half my holiday have pass (so fast la!)
seriously nothing much have been done :(
Haven gone to sign up for a account for driving test.
Have not been running or jogging either.
Haven been cleaning up my room.
ZZzzzzzz.

Even in the holidays,
people around me are busy too,
yup including me i guess.
Either people are in attachment, working or whadeverr.
I'm also working. almost everyday i guess.
I want to get a new headphone,
or mayb the sony wireless mp3 headphone (PINK!)
but not sure yet, mayb skullhead? abit AA.
and maybbbbb a new bag?
hate to spend money seriously.

Happy belated to Ivory and Sheryl :)

I need to put myself to sleep.
tata.

The toast at Tom N Tom Coffee :D
Seriously heavenly.
The coffee is a must too!
Located at Fareast.
Thanks to my brother for the first visit there.

2PM

2010-02-28T03:59:00.002+08:00

Woah, can't believe so much is going on.
2PM is really a great group,
so what makes them have to face all this?

& i can't believe those hard core fans
are giving attitude to the 6 other 2PM members.
They are breaking the disc, tearing poster, dropping out of fanclubs.
LOL?! They buy with their hard earned money,
and in the end they just throw them away?

And the press conference that was held,
omg. nobody can blame anybody.
please be grateful people.
Accept it.

And why they blame Taecyeon & Wooyoung?
No idea. LOL.
They work hard for it to be MCs of shows,
and has to be blame?
So bullshit.

LOVE & RESPECT.
& I wish 2PM members will overcome all this,
and be back the 2PM that is always so fun and loving.
Even though it's sad that 2PM have become a 6member group
but it will never be zero :)
Please do support them.

yellow + black = BEE

2010-02-21T17:59:00.002+08:00

Got stung by this irritating fellow.
Now my left hand is swollen.
With my piano exam coming up this wed :(
nothing but SUAY to describe this.

Thanks everybody for the concern :)
& Thanks Johnston for the warm gathering at your house!
& Thanks Jordan for the breakfast & cab home!
& Thanks Belinda for accompany even you had to work in the evening.

Nothing stays forever, but i still love the times when we are all together.

hey ppl

2010-02-20T02:42:00.002+08:00

When is the last time when you, ya correct, YOU,
think about the past and the people around you?

To me.......
Well it's everyday i guess.

Whenever my mind is free :)
When i sat on the bus to work,
When i lie on my bed before i sleep,
When i watch tv in my living room,
When i browse through webpages on my laptop,
When i wait for bus at the bus-stop,
When i bath and go to the toilet,
When i eat and drink each day,
When i play Guitar Hero like a freak,
When i look in the mirror each day,
When i dance like there's no tml,
When i listen to music and indulge in it,
When i hold my phone and look at it,
When i ...................................
There's too much.

I will think about the past,
all those people that was once around you,
those past events and memories,
those many conversations and laughter.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & VALENTINE :)

2010-02-14T00:35:00.003+08:00

:) it's those little things that make me happy!
wish everybody have a happy chinese new year.
and jiayou to those who have exams!!

my brother gave me a schedule book for valentine!
so sweet of him la! :)
super love it.

hearts

6.30am now =/

2010-02-12T06:37:00.003+08:00

yup. manage to write another entry before CNY.
because i don't feel like sleeping,
even though i'm having headache now,
even though my eyes are like swollen now,
even though i can feel the physical tiredness now,
even though i am hungry now,
even though my mind is in a weird state now,
even though my eyes feel like closing now,
even though i had to wake up in a few hours time,
even though i haven clean up my room yet,
even though i haven bought heels/shoes for cny yet,
even though i had no money to buy clothes for cny,
even though i have to work next work,
OKAY, getting abit random.

Had been switching channels and channels on the TV,
yet the SCV seriously got nothing nice to watch during the wee hours.
Only those MVs and music keeps me watching on.
Till now. and have been random-ly looking stuff online.
Thinking back my secondary school life.
Wow.

Off to sleep.

CNY COMING.

2010-02-09T01:06:00.002+08:00

CNY COMING!
and this gonna be a advance wish to all of you :)
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
because i won't get a chance to blog till next week i guess.
getting all retard in blogging now.

hmmmm to start off....
i bought the book that i talk about in my previous post.
TENDER! :)
He is one charming guy and character.
Started only the front few pages....
All in traditional Chinese.
hmmmm finallly holiday coming!
then can slowly enjoy the book already (:
Super happpy la.
jump around in the air!!!

I guess this holiday i need to make everyday a useful one! :)
And so many places i want to go.
but have to earn money first.
after that got so many things i want to do!
Ahhhh saying is not a way.
yep yep :) I need to find out my goal in life already.
going 19 years old and stilll don't know what to do in the future :(
quite saddening.

So long people.
I miss alot people right now.
RIGHT NOW!
suddenly friends are not around anymore.

updates

2010-01-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

so fast it's gonna be Feb soon!
Jan 2010 flew by like this :)

Classs in school are still the same.
Scriptwriting class have come to an end
yet the assignment is due on first week feb.
Rest of module's assignment is due 11feb?
I heard it have extend. but 12feb is our official holiday already!
YIPPPEEEE.
then will come CHINESE NEW YEAR!

When to interview at the turf club today!
Oh man. I wish i pass!!
Was super nervous and all i can do is smile.
Bless me :D
Tranings will start on March.
Faster call and confirm with me!!!!
PLEASE!!!!! I NEED THE JOB!!!!
hahahahs.

Iphone spoil again today.
Woah but got a new replacement!
Went down sommerset comcenter there.

Have recent meet up with Charis, Bel, Deborah :)
Had a pizza dinner with charis at my house, watching drama.
It's great watching drama with friends :) so warming.
Then a night movie with Bel, Deborah and Darren.
Thanks Deb for driving us around :)
I slept in the movie :( Waste my money.
But it is a nice show! I laugh alot, but still fall asleep.
Was reallly tired i guess.

LEEHONGKI coming down SINGAPORE!
Ahhhhh this friday at IMM. As FT Island.
Oh man. need freaking 50bucks to get in the queue.
but you will get their CD and have it sign.
And only sign by one person.
So it may not be LEEHONGKI! :(
And 100bucks for the fanmeet @ Dragonfly on the 30(Sat)
:( 100bucks?!?!?!?!?!??!
Got handshake session. But also only by 1 PERSON!
So it may not be LEEHONGKI :(:(:(:(:(:(:( X 1000000
which means i have no money to spent on that 20% chances.
[1 out of 5 people = 20% chances to get him]
GREAT. maybe will go down IMM to catch a glimpse of LEEHONGKI.

LEEHONGKI is really nature talented la!
His voice is so special.
The way he talk and sing.
Ahhhhhhh SPECIAL!
LOVE X 1000000000000000000

Update soon again :)

life :/

2010-01-18T23:35:00.001+08:00

没有人会了解我的感受，
因为你都不是我。
谢谢今天陪我的每个人。
真的。
我爱你们。

哭过就好了。

blues.

TENDER!

2010-01-14T15:09:00.003+08:00

OMG. he is one handsome dude :D
wonder Singapore got sell his book anot!?
searching starts today!!
Maybe kinokuniya have?
he's just one guy which have the charming attitude.

LOVES.

SHOEs.

2010-01-13T12:01:00.003+08:00

hahahas realise my shoe like cui.
but purple shoes are nice :)

BUT CAN YOU BELIEVE IT.
THERE'S PINK!
OMG. came across in the website.
why bape got nice pink shoes?!?!?
and i now then saw it.
AWWWWWWWW

This pink one below, DAMMM CHIO. lol

but nike terminator is light :)
found this, but sure very easy dirty for me.

Should i get a new shoe for CNY?
or it's wastage of money?
hmmmmmm.

heartbreaker. the shoe name? for valentine 2010.
let me thought of the G-Dragon. laughs.

going to end of year 2 :D

PICTURES UP :)

2010-01-09T11:36:00.006+08:00

YUP PICTURES AS PROMISE :D

The hotel room.
See the little boy behind the glass door?
He keep want to take me la. DAMM CUTE!!
Little handsome guy.
The wedding car.
:)
My second uncle :) with his love one.
My small uncle's wife.
Beautiful.

My grandmother.
MOM!
Grandma&Grandpa
Papa with my uncle's baby.
hearts.
The crocs that i bought
The night wedding that i went.

beautiful lovely moments.
The pot i got from PrizeStage

ENDED.

weddings.

2010-01-03T19:13:00.002+08:00

wow. i feel so happy for them :)
It all happen on the 2Jan saturday.
attend two wedding in one day.
1 in the afternoon and 1 at night.
Lucky both hotels was near each other.
Both are right beside marina!!

Went for the lunch wedding. \
It was my mum's brother = my uncle.
hohohoho. my brother was the photographer.
So anyway we didn't have any seats luh,
cause as usual in all wedding,
it's always too many people, too little seats.
I was seated alone at one of the tables,
lucky the people that i sat with are more comfortable to be with!
They still will talk. then yup i just kinda laugh along.
My brother will pop around and share my food.
All ended well.

Then me and my grandma went to marinaSquare
walk around before heading for the night wedding.
Mom and brother went to haohao concert.
then father and grandpa went home first.
Marina was alright just that my feet hurts from the killer heels.
can't say much, it's just super painful.
But my grandma brought a crocs for me and for herself.
I bought the hello kitty! pink color. can imagine?
Childish right. but too bad. it's really ulti comfortable.
Went to the prize stage to try my luck.
&&&&& GUESS WHAT .
caught the hello kitty pot in one try :) 2bucks.
But we spent alot more at others which we didn't catch anything.
So oh well, thanks grandma! :D she paid for everything.
awwww sweet right.
will post pictures of 2jan when i get my card readers back!

night wedding was abit bored though, sitted with dad.
it was my grandpa's sister's daughter. or is adopted daughter.
Wow i just knew it from my grandma though.
quite saddening. the story.
so yup at the table i just like silent for the whole night.
but the bride was pretty! Had notice her when i was young.
She was that kind of cute and lovely type!!
yupyup, picture will soon be up.
Her voice super cute and sweet :D
Ahhhh was really happpy to see her married such a good guy
(from what i see luh, cause never see him b4 also)
so sweet seeing the both of them!
then HOME SWEET HOME.
sorry for the wordy post.
pictures up soon i promise :D

feel my heart pumping faster.
that feeling.
安全感

2010!

2010-01-01T18:32:00.002+08:00

Was happpy that a new year has come!
Means starting anew!?
hasn't been blogging much last year i think.
But i will for this year! :D
I need to update up my life,
if not i don't even know what i have been doing!

2009 was a fast and full of many ups and downs!
Thanks to many who have given me many memories :)
Those smiles, tears, anger, excitements, worries, boredness
and lots more :D

&&&& I know 2010 is a better year!
Be happy :)

And i will try and achieve what i want and what i wanna do.
and the most important is of course earn more money!
To support myself and my wants.
cause my parents ain't giving me money anymore.
I have to grow up! and shouldn't grumble anymore.
I am grateful!! and thankful for all i have.
And of course, wish all my friends and those reading this to be happy!

oh man

2009-12-25T21:27:00.003+08:00

first time i felt christmas was boring.
hahahs but yup.
it's a important day!
birth of jesus :)

went to belinda house for movie marathon.
but oh yeah, after the first movie she fall asleep.
working currently.
dammmm.

money can never convert to love.

damm.

2009-12-23T02:05:00.002+08:00

yup. working on christmas day itself.
Cause no other plans. assssss.
and going bel's house overnight on the eve :)
yeeeeaaahhh sleepoverrrr~

not going zoo tml :(
and i miss out monday dance class :(
miss out steamboat too :(
very broke $$$ :(

oh well.
sometimes it feel like you took a knife
and stab it right into my heart.
damm it.

holidaysss

2009-12-17T22:19:00.002+08:00

Christmas is coming in a week time! :D
Still not sure how i'm gonna spend it.
Awwww many of my friends have their BF :(
But single is still best :)

Have been very lazy and tired to work this days.
But i really must buck up and WORK.
If not no income, no money.
Suddenly i have so many things that i want to buy!
Why doesn't money grow on trees ?? lol.

WISHLIST :DDDDDDDD
#1) NDSi! omg there's PINK. and the pink is really nice!!!
#2) BAND HERO for my PS3!
#3) Bagsssss
#4) Clothesssss
#5) save money for Taiwan trip :)
#6) save money for getting a CAR LICENSE!!!!!!!
#7) save money to take up more dance classes!

Okay i not sure when i'm gonnna save until i can get them.
hahahahs. give me more jobs!

So fast gonna be another year!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm christmas! gift exchange!
can't wait.

life is short. be yourself :)

2009-12-10T12:23:00.003+08:00

I can't believe it.

Problems occur but we can overcome!

JUST DANCE.

I don't get the rules.

I don't want to miss this chance.

I want us to be together.

FIGHTING GIRLS :D

Anyway yup LIFE.

It could be extraordinary.

Hmmmmm and i check up Vanness Wu blog :)

OMG so in love. HEARTS X 10000000000

check out his blog [alivenotdead.com/vannesswu]

He is one cool guy with the life that i wants :) (i think)

To be able to act and sing. though i admit i can't sing.

I WANT TO ACT :D

seriously from young i seriously wanna act in a drama.

Seeing the 下一站，幸福 that Vanness Wu act.

SCREAMSSSS!

Butter.F was super boring yesterday.

And i conclude clubbing isn't that fun.

No Money = No Alcohol = No Fun

Dance = Fun

I wish i could just have the whole dancefloor with my friends,

with no squeezing and weird people.

But guess what..............

RAMBO teacher went with JJ .

RAMBO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The taiwan dance instructor <3

And took a picture. rare chance indeed.

Didn't even know he was in Singapore.

And yup Lin Jun Jie.

Gonna ask serene for the pictures :)

Hope she upload soon.

Oschoool recital coming up.

Secondary Class BBQ :D I wish it was a success.

Many many events coming up :)

Life is short, live the fullest please!

missing.

2009-11-29T14:58:00.002+08:00

Many things are missed.
How you wish to be young again right?

I miss my secondary friends.
Those times staying out hanging out.
Stayover at their house.
Miss Angie's house, her dog, miss her.
Miss Belinda's house, her bed, miss her.
Miss Ivory's house, her living room, miss her.
Miss Charis's house, her dogS, miss her.
Miss Deborah's house, her Mj, miss her.
Catch movies on DVD, VCD.
Eating fast-food cause we are broke.
Staying overnight in mac.
Slacking all over the place.
Having chalets.

I miss my secondary school.
Those times sleeping in class.
Slient readings were the most fun.
Assembly kinda fun, but i sleep sometimes though :(
Recess, food, playing.
Punished in class, Crying in class.
Hair, socks, skirts, shoe all got caught and scolded.
Friendships, Relationships.
Exams period and chionging to library to study.
Miss going arcade with Ivory though.
Taking neoprints after school.
Remedials and self-studys.
Excursion and class trips.
OBS and camps.
Good and bad stuffs.

I miss XR and gang.
Mj-ing almost every weekend.
Slack and talk cock most likely.
Watching movies.
Celebrating birthdays.
gambling.
The once we ate at Farmart.
Pool sessions.
Shopping.

I miss skating.
ECP, sea, freedom.
Senja, Petir court.
Urban around BP.
Slalom <3
Ice skating.
JEC, Kallang.
eating supper after skating.

I want to take neoprints!
I want to meet up with secondary friends!
I want stayovers!
I want my iphone!
Okay the last one was quite random.

dig a grave for me.

2009-11-25T18:25:00.001+08:00

i'm tired.
I wish i can spent some time blogging.
but i'm so lazy

:)

2009-11-19T15:34:00.002+08:00

Super retard right! (referring to my blog)
Seriously i also donno what i want.
Not this not that . AHHHHHHHH
Getting irritated by myself.
hahahahahas

Anyway school was alright with the assignments and class.
Wasn't feeling right.
Have been nose bleeding this few days.
Raining every single shit day.
Ain't use to carry a umbrella around.
I want to eat the egg tart at Ourspace !!
Wooohoooo clubbing was not that bad as i think.
Have fun~! With Deb, Nana, Shawnald, Alex, DK, Louis, Darren
and Wei liang and their friends.
Mayb going on friday too, for deb's friend's birthday.
LOL .
I wish we had holiday !
I want shoppping !
I want money !
hmmmmm and stop eating too much for me !

Don't say you like me if you don't understand me at all.

OMG

2009-11-12T17:33:00.000+08:00

I'M BROKE!
$$$$$ FALL ON ME PLEASE :)

I'm back

2009-11-08T13:40:00.003+08:00

was reallly happpy though,

when i caught this!

Caught at marina square!

But spend quite alot though,

wasting money again!!!

but the helllo kittty was reallly big :)

SOMEONE STOP ME!

LOL. but was happppy though.

And ahhhhhhhh there's this someone!

OMG SHOCK like (O.O)!!!

chao

2009-11-04T00:09:00.002+08:00

:)
What's behind those smiles.

I think I'm insensitive.
I'm sorry.

maybe.
how i wish i got someone with me.

please

2009-11-03T01:26:00.002+08:00

hahahhs . let me be happpy!
hohohohoho.
tired tired and tired..

had random steamboat with my workmates.

and school sucks as usual i guess.
but yup had to get higher GPA this sem!
chiong ah.

single is great.
no pressure.

ahhhh

2009-10-29T00:30:00.002+08:00

sorry joyce never upload the photos still
still super lazy i (:

anyway people, i've lost alot alot of contacts !
so please message me with ur numbers and names :D
ahhhh will be like super thankful !

last night dream was special :D

tired.

2009-10-28T01:07:00.002+08:00

I kinda like my job at Iluma :)

Anyway i reallly wish wed class can move to tues!
ahhh and two days free.
hmmmmmmmmmm.
not sure what to blog anyway.
push harder ba.
in dance and studies.
oh well, i should really try to keep awake in scriptwriting.
argh i hate myself when i can't keep awake.

and yup. why why why.
n, i love u so

FFFFFFFFFFFFFF

2009-10-24T21:27:00.002+08:00

I took my iphone to com center and know what.
they say the warrenty dosn't cover already :(
Cause they say my iphone got contact with water!\
FFFFFFF how can ur phone don't contact with water -_-
raining leh. moisture leh -_- !
and told me need to pay 350bucks for a new one :(
i tell u...... i just cry infront of the person!
i cannnnot control sia.
how and where am i gonna get 350?!
drop from the sky meh :(
Freaking sad. SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD!
ain't gonnna be smiling this few days.
pardon me. this few days hasn't been great for me.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i can't wait for dance classes!
gonnnna learn up locking :)
if i could.
chiong ah.
i need to bent lower!
always find myself like cannnot bent enough.
push push push!

today work was not bad.
even though my sales was bad.
hais.

=/

2009-10-24T01:47:00.001+08:00

kinda pms.
but alright.
happpy after dance class :D

ahhhh

my iphone turn his back on me.

2009-10-23T01:45:00.002+08:00

ahhhhh iphone is dead! :@
oh well.
life is full of up and down.

Didn't manage to catch Sorority Row.
& yup today is the last day that is shown on cinema.
Dammmm. i hate myself.

but nevertheless, ahhh good day out with asshole today.

schoool sucks somehow.
and somehow the lesson structure @ rp feels better.
oh whadeverr.
i think nothing else can make me abit happpy-er already.
reallly trying to be positive. but with all this happening around me, it's just too hard.

mixed feelings.

2009-10-22T01:28:00.002+08:00

ahhhh suddenly thoughts of secondary school days.
those days when i wake up early in the morning...
tying my hair..... packing bag.......
took the lrt...... walk to schooool.........
having to read story book in the morning.
walking the same route to class everyday...
sitting on chairs with a desk......
talking and crappping.......
hanging out at shopping centers after schoool....
having stayovers and movies.....
awwwwwwwwww.

mixed feeelings.
is it my fault?
is it i have a problem?
but yup. i think they are super lucky and happpy.
i feel sad. reallly.
don't ask why.
blahhhhhhh.

awwwwww

2009-10-20T01:34:00.002+08:00

today i had no sales :(
and was very clumsy!
I took out shoe to let customer try,
climb up the ladder trying to take the shoe,
many shoe box drop -_-
After that when i put back the shoe after customer tried,
climb up the ladder to put back all the shoes,
I FALL OFF THE LADDER :(
ah and my finger bleed.
awwww

HAPPY ALEXIS

2009-10-16T00:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! :D
THANKS EVERYBODY :DDDDDDD
FOR THE WISHES AND PRESENTS!!!
to the many many of you with LOVE~~~

Thanks NRA esp Sheryl&Gab :D
Thanks my BFFFFFFFFFs that appear @ WB
Thanks to managers @ WB
Thanks to Joyce for lunch!
Thanks to SJ for dinner!
THANKS TO THE MANY FOR THE WISHES AND PRESENTS :D

Was drunk and vomited.
omg what a day.

THANKS

2009-10-12T02:39:00.002+08:00

Thanks so much for all the people involve in the camp.
NRA FRESHIE CAMP 2009!
From the Camp chief, Asst. Camp chief
and Advisor, Secretary, Treasurer
and Logistic, Welfare, Stylist
and Games, Media and Time keeper!
AHHHH AND LASTLY......
all the freshies :DDDD

Hundreds of THANKS YOUS.
LOL. you feel me?
CHIONG AH!!!!

1,500 POST

2009-10-06T00:59:00.002+08:00

So this is my 1,500 post!
Like OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG right?!
okay, super lame XD

AH genting trip was alright :)
Thanks to the many who accompany me through.
wooohooo ate alot, play alot, sleep alot.
Theme park was shiok, then arcade !
Omg and guitar hero with brother during midnight :D
Pictures with brother, super lazy
and i still can't get into facebook, so can't upload :)
Pls wait guys.

Whopper Bar was fun :D

Dinner with Rudy today.
Woah quite long didn't meet up already.
Catch up with each other abit.

Woooo gonnna meet up with SJ soon :)
Next tues ! :DDDDD

:)

2009-10-05T03:23:00.003+08:00

Ate Long John Sliver today !
Feeling abit weird leh, it's like........
i can't even remember when is the last time i had that.
Oh well, made a number of sales today :)
It wasn't that bored.

Ah and i felt happpy!
AND I WILL FOR TML
and then the next TML :D
and FRESHIE CAMP!

And i hope Tues night will have time for..........
Sheryl you know!!!!!

NRA TRAINING CAMP 09

2009-09-29T12:25:00.011+08:00

I guess the word to describe is SHIOK ar :D

The videos to the PT to the chereo to the showcase :)

But first gonnna talk about the fruitful camp!

Day 1 was reporting at 3PM,

Met up with Shawnald first,

& oh mine, we brought the same bag!

that's like quite random.

I was thankful i got into Group 6 :D

Got to talk to people i hardly talk to.

There's Karen, Weiling, Ivan, Weiying, Audrey, J.L, Zach, Daryl.S

Played games and games, and each with values to learn :)

It was fun and many hilarious parts.

& it's AMAZING RACE, and tell you it's amazing.

I can't believe we had to run the whole thingy.

& thanks to those who cheer me on , esp Zach.

Hahas he keep saying the same stuff,

'alexis you can de, you got terminator leh'

LOL, and wow we are the first team.
We had to find names, solve Sokudo, pass rubber bands and many more.
Ann showed us a documentry Law of attraction!
take the first step even if you can't see the whole staircase.

Next morning was the wonderful PT,
I guess i couldn't make it if i don't have everybody else with me.
Alot people cheeer me on and i was super thankful for that.
It's great to have everybody running together!! :D
I know everybody was running for everybody else and themselves.
All for 1 and 1 for All.
Hohohoh wash up and Ann's session with us.
Had alot of activities that Ann's want to put messages across to us.
After that was Simple, Neat and Powerful.
And probably that carry us to Day 3 which is the Showcase.
I knew the Showcase i didn't put all my effort,
cause i freaking forget steps, and i know i shouldn't.
and i'm sorry to my group for that.
Had alot of fun and even though we were all tired,
ahhhh we practice till 4am before we sleep :)
Had fun thinking of those steps,
many many feelings of thanks to those in Group 6 once again.

Thankful for everybody else who made this camp possible.
Commiteeees! Ah and everybody else.
you know you know :D

I'm blogging :D

2009-09-25T01:34:00.003+08:00

okay, everytime i want to blog.....
i can't really find anything to blog.
So well, i'm off to training camp!
I wish i come back still in 1 piece :)

lost connection.

nothing more like this.

2009-09-19T11:56:00.002+08:00

currently working @ iluma,
woah like no people like that.
COME PEOPLE!!!

Don't know why am i busy-ing myself with all the stuffs,
working, working and working =_=
But camps are coming !
Gald to be in the freshie camp too being in the games comm :D
Genting @ the 30,1,2 w Deb. Gab, YX. Father, grandmother & BRO.
Holidays gonna gone in a blink of an eye ;)

Yup it's weird how people change.

blah

2009-09-13T12:40:00.000+08:00

so tired!
tired!!!!!!!
OMG.

i need to be better.
better in my piano skill!
and better in my fexibility ba.
PRACTICE.
give me the time people.

Whopper Bar opening!!
HOORAY!!!

it's all about.

2009-09-12T02:09:00.003+08:00

WORK.
Have never stop working.
Until today, but still working on the videos for WB.
Argh. so YUP.
Have been missing alot from the social life.
Having no money and time.
Wonder how it will be when school start again.
I missssssss alot of people.
Esp Weng Xiangrui.
hahahas cause long time didn't talk to you!!!
and alot alot alot alot alot alot others.
PLEASE, i have not talk on msn like ages.

ah blogger still has that problem.

2009-09-11T15:06:00.000+08:00

Anyway wooohooo bought the PS3.
but but kinda regret!
AH cause i'm super broke now.
&&&&&& there's a new ipod nano!
so nice la, with video recording :)
I WANT IT.

.

2009-09-04T01:34:00.001+08:00

YUP
Been missing from blogging.
Busy with working?
I want to dance

Where's the love.
damm.

Blogger don't let me post photos .

2009-08-05T03:49:00.002+08:00

so off i go to wretch

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/undefinable

CLICK HERE!

Blog there till bloggers is okay.

ahhh

2009-08-01T03:31:00.000+08:00

blogger is so.........
The buttons all gone, like font and colors and pictures icon
blah blah blah.

Went to see the backpack, NO STOCK.
booohhoooo so disappointed la.
But oh well, the sales guy say will restock.

I walk the whole fareast and can't find a decent bag,
okay okay, is can't find a one i like.
OMG. Whole fareast.

Thanks sebas for treating all of us today!

Visited Yanhong @ Ion Xinwang,
omg so many people working there that i saw before.
Some is cine people, then yew tee also have.
Got my pay anyway (:
Can't believe i got work so many days.
I should freeze my bank acc before i can spend the money away =/

Went out with Joyce the other day.
Doing project and stuff.
Photos can't post up cause blogger problem,
you can check at her blog :)
joycetym.blogspot.com
yupyup.

Dance today was fun.
Even though it's basic,
i think i'm happpy,
cause the studio is filled with laughter today :D
i wannna do some locking some day!

AHHHHH

2009-07-31T04:48:00.002+08:00

I WANT OUTERSPACE BACKPACK!
The silver one or luminous peach red?
HARDCORE! Cause super big.
AND A OUTERSPACE CAP WILL BE A PLUSPLUS!
But caps haven out in SG i think.
The hot pink is nice nice nice.
Blogger such a pain for not letting me post photos now.

http://ncore-sg.blogspot.com/
OMG.

AHHHHH

2009-07-31T04:48:00.000+08:00

I WANT OUTERSPACE BACKPACK!
The silver one or luminous peach red?
HARDCORE! Cause super big.
AND A OUTERSPACE CAP WILL BE A PLUSPLUS!
But haven out in SG i think.
The hot pink is nice nice nice.
Blogger such a pain for not letting me post photos now.

http://ncore-sg.blogspot.com/
OMG.

it's just.....

2009-07-24T02:49:00.003+08:00

maybe i just need a break.
Dun really know what for but,
guess i can't take it anymore,
Everything that is happening around me.

Who cares,
nobody i guess.

suay

2009-07-20T02:55:00.002+08:00

omg, its 3am :)
and hahahs i'm at teck whye mac with my brother.
trying to start on my after effects assignment but
SUAYYY. mouse spoil.
like so sudden meh.
My pink mouse :(
awwwwwwwwwww

Work just now was super super shitty.
Why so bias one the manager.
Just go back to your malaysia la, bitch.
and faster smoke until you die.
Asshole.
Don't blame me if i pull a black face.
TOO BAD.

rant.

2009-07-15T00:41:00.002+08:00

Thanks for those that came down for my I&E Event.
Super Duper Thankful, really.
But quite FAIL la.
And yup who to blame.
ME. always me la.
f it.
Assignments haven do yet and due on Thurs.
Yup blame myself lo.
TMD.

celebrity

2009-07-14T09:45:00.002+08:00

Some big shot guy come down Xinwang to eat.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
*jumping around like mad girl*
GUEESSSS WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

it's.....................
JJ LIN JUN JIE!!!!!!!!
Come on, reallly big shot sia.
As in he's really talented :)
Ahhhhh and so much better looking in real life.
How often can you see celebrity eh.........
Too bad didn't have a picture taken!!!

PICTURES .

2009-07-11T15:38:00.008+08:00

Long time since i post pictures :)
SO....... today post will be spam with pictures.
(okay la, not that much pictures to spam anyway)

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TBG with Sheryl :D
omg we tried many shots to get the Expo 1 in the picture =/
:D
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Watch Dance Subaru with Samantha @ Cine.
Have Skokudo for lunch. YUMMMY.

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Xuanbing birthday celebration :D
okay that's angie.
that's ivory
and didn't manage to get a decent photo with Xuanbing.
Instead Curry udon! :D
THE BOWL WAS HUGGEEEE. See how happy Belinda was =D
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Random. Bandito Pocketttttt has make a comeback :DDDDDDD
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Classmates. How tooot i am.
OMG i could laugh like this . and Dan beside.
I wish i look like that? maybe.....
I look pale yeah. just hack care the person beside me.
How cute Em is.
A decent one finallly. Joyce and Em .
Wan and Joyce :)
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Transformer2 with Samantha !!
Caught all this :D Gave one Tiggger to Samantha
Ate Astons :D Shiok.

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Ice Age 2 with Kitkat :D
Ate Xinwang !!
Kitkat and me :)

This is so cute !!!!!
I think i'm broke.........
for catching all those little toys :)
But i feel happppy when i got them =DDDD
I love soft toys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I don't feel like going work!
Wannna sleeep at home the whole day!
BOOOOHOOOOO. .
But i'm broke. Super broke.
Guess money is never enough.
OFF TO WORKKK THEN.
I've only got 3bucks to survive for donnno till when.